Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Thursday, May 1, 2014

FIVE Months!

Dear Colin,

You are 5 months old and time is flying by!  I can't believe that you have been apart of our family for only 5 months because it feels like forever.  You give us smiles from the moment you wake up to the second you fall asleep.  You are a social little thing and we just love you to pieces!  Your 5 month photos were taken towards the end of your 5th month because the weather just wouldn't cooperate with us.  But, we did them and you were super fun to photograph because you have really become interested in the stickers!  We didn't get a chance to do a photo in your onesie because (gasp!) it doesn't fit!!! 


SLEEP
I love you to pieces little man but you have become a terrible sleeper!  You still only will nap for about 45 minutes at a time and we are lucky if you will nap twice a day.  Often I try to find a reason to wrap you up on my back so that you will get your second sleep.  You won't even sleep more than 45 minutes to an hour in the car (I'm sure some of that has to do with your brother talking non-stop so that when you stir you are immediately stimulated!).  At night you go to sleep around 7pm and you sleep for about 1.5 hours and then you wake up every 30-45 minutes until you are in bed with me at which time you will then sleep for a few hours.  You are clearly a high needs baby when it comes to sleep.  You need to be very warm, be near a person, and have some pressure on you (arm or blanket).  As you are too little to sleep with anything in your bed this means you are with me at night still.  I have resorted to swaddling you a few times to help you sleep better but we can't go back to that being a regular thing because you are a little too big for the swaddle!  You are also very hard to get back to sleep when you wake up.  Often times I can be found standing over your crib with one hand on your chest and the other tucked next to your cheek until your breathing becomes deep and shallow again.  Other times nothing comforts you and you have to be nursed back to sleep.  You are a challenge little man but we love you!


FOOD
Still 100% from mommy.  You show an intense interest in food and so we will probably start letting you hold chunks of food and also offer you some puree this month.  Technically the recommendation is to hold off until at least 6 months so I will try but your as big as some 8 month old babies in both size and development so we'll see how long we can hold out!  You do have sips of water occasionally and you love that!

CLOTHES
You are growing like a weed!  You are solidly in 6 month clothing and can wear some 6-9 or 6-12 things easily.  I believe you are longer than Conor was at this age so jammies are a bit of a problem as your length and fat little feet make it hard to ensure your toes aren't pushing against the seams of footie jammies and that the elastics at the ankles aren't digging into you.  We have borrowed some jammies from friends as the weather is still quite cold for this time of year and we don't have any warm jammies in your current size.  You love to wear hats and I have them on your often.  The colors pink and navy really compliment your complexion while yellow and some greens tend to wash you out.  Socks are a waste of time because of your fat little feet so more often than not you wear your fleece booties from Zutano.  BEST booties ever made - its almost time to order you a cotton pair for summer!

PERSONALITY
Oh Boy Colin!  You are the happiest baby I have honestly ever met.  You never cry unless you are overtired or hungry (or you have had enough of Conor's play).  You smile from sun up to sun down and your smiles take over your entire body!  You love the sight of Daddy or Conor and light up the moment they come into the room.  You crave touch and laugh and giggle when Conor includes you in his play.  You do not like to be left in a room alone but will tolerate it for short periods of time.  You have started 'talking' and your favorite time to talk is when you are on FaceTime with family or at the dinner table.  You just want to be included in the conversations. 

DEVELOPMENTS
This month you have started sitting unassisted if propped into a sitting position.  You tend to lean forward but can be found sitting straight up at times to look around the room.  Sometimes this action results in your falling over or backwards but most of the time you are able to steady yourself and avoid tipping.  I would not say you are a great sitter and you are never left alone when sitting.  You also have gained some control over your hands and are using them to pick up things.  Your hands are clumsy but you work very hard at getting the items you are after into your mouth.  Speaking of your mouth - you have taken to chewing on your binky whenever you get a chance and you also chew on some of your toys.  Because of that we have kept your teething necklace on 100% of the time now.  It never leaves your neck except for bathtime (if I remember).

 
 
EXPERIENCES/FIRSTS
 
You participated in your first St. Patricks Day AND your first Mommy/Colin road trip!  We went to see Ana and Auntie Cate/Uncle Jarrod at their apartment.  You did so well on this trip considering we were gone for over 8 hours.  You also got to spend some quality time with friends and family which is always hard when your brother is around because he's talkative and mobile and your still a baby! 
 
This month you also developed croup.  This was a horrible experience and one that I certainly don't want to repeat.  We had to give you nebulizer treatments (a first in this house) to help your oxygen saturation and you hated them after a while.  It took a week or so but you came around and started to improve.  Croup is pretty awful (Conor had it too) but in a baby like you it was horrible!  We spent a lot of time outside that week despite the freezing cold temperatures because you both did much better in the cold air.
 
Grandma and Grandpa also came to visit and they brought Auntie Sarah.  We all went out to lunch.  You had a great time being part of the luncheon and you loved visiting with your family!
 
You also rode in the shopping cart at the grocery store for the first time this month but only for a few minutes because you slump forward too much still ;)
 
I can't wait to see what month #6 brings us - you are growing so fast and changing every day!  We love you!
 
xoxo
Mommy
 
PS.  5 month comparison photo (Conor on top; Colin below)
 
 


Wednesday, January 15, 2014

A Greater Meaning

Dear Conor and Colin,

Sometimes a picture says a thousand words and those words might be  expressive, literal, figurative or meaningless.  During your birth Colin, there were many pictures captured but one holds my heart.


This is a picture of your brother cutting your umbilical cord.  Once the cut was complete you were an individual; you no longer relied on me for your life.  Your blood started pumping of its own accord and your lungs were your only source of oxygen. 

Now, many people might have picture of Dad's cutting cords but this picture is different from those.  This picture says more than just "welcome to the world".  This picture says things that may never have a place being said outloud to anyone.  Because of this, I am writing them down for you boys to forever know how special your relationship is & how special you each are to me.

Colin, Conor will always take care of you.  He is your protector, your friend, your brother.  He will make certain you are always safe, warm, loved, and given the chance to be who you want to be.  He will not require you to walk in his shadow but will step aside when needed to give you room to grow and spread your wings.  However, he will be quick to put you in your place if you stray in the wrong direction.

Conor, Colin will forever look up to you.  He will want to mimic your actions, words, and beliefs - so proceed with caution but not so much caution that you hold back who you are and who you were meant to be.  Colin will be your sounding board, your protector, and your scapegoat - just don't get him into too much trouble please.

I am your mom.  And this picture says to me how lucky I am to have two loving sons.  Two boys who will see each other through the best and worst of time.  Who will potentially serve as the others best man at their respective weddings, who will comfort the other when times of sadness and hurt surface, and who will jest and cheer the other on when the time is right.  I love you both so very much and this picture captures the moment when one (Mommy & Colin) became two; but when two (Conor & Colin) also became one.....and together we are a team of three. 

First Glance

First Hug


Mommy and her Loves!


I love you boys!

xoxo
Mommy

PS.  Grandma Mary is also in this picture (that's her red fingernail) and so this picture also captures three generations bringing a new individual into the world.